The reason I bring this up is because I had a terrible day yesterday.
I never had any bacterial infections. There is no blood.. Nothing.
Pouch does just not want to work right.
I have had it checked several times and see my surgeon once a month still. She has no idea what is up. Everything is healthy. But I guess I am not made to have a pouch.
I have to push hard to get anything out and sometimes very little comes out when I know there is alot in there. I am gonna herniated or prolapse if I keep it up. As soon as I leave the bathroom the urge comes back and I go back and very little again. I will have an urge so bad I could empty right at that point but I feel it gurgle before I get there and nothing comes out... Or very little. This has been going on for months and months. I will hit a day where it all comes out and I will be good for a day or so and I start the cycle over again.
I must have went 20-30 times yesterday and all those times it never really emptied. And as I wake today it still hasn't. I know sometime today it will be a flood. At some point which will be a great relief. But I repeat this happens almost every time.
I know I have to go to the illeo but financially I cannot do that right now. I am still recovering financially from the first one.
It will be a long time before I can do it.
I am at my wits end. But have to deal with it.
No drugs help. Antispasmodic helps a bit. Lomotal just plugs me up and anything that thickens makes it worse.
Last night I was thinking I would be so much easier to just go in a bag.... And it would have been. I am so tore up at that end.
I guess this should be in the rant section. But more see it here
Ya... Should be in the rant section..... I even thought at one time things were finally smoothing out. Now... I don't think it ever will. It should be working by now.
Richard.