Going to the city. Packing a bag in case. So sick, can't eat, want to throw up, system shutting down. This happened 5 years ago with Pouchitis. Today is day 4.
I hope that's all it is. Maybe this time they will put me out of my misery but I doubt it. Probably more tests. I'm scared. What if they do an Ileo and I'm still sick. And what more can they do for my pouch? I've tried everything. 5 years ago Remi got me out but I am not a candidate for bios because of skin cancer and because I got serum sickness from the Remi.
Why do I get so sick?