One of the main incentives/rewards for getting a J Pouch, other than to save my life, was not to have to be on any medications. I just looked at my medicine cabinet and saw some empty and partially full bottles of Busdesonide, Cirpo, Xifaxin, and Hydrocortisone enemas. Does this bother anyone else? I can remember very clearly my surgeons saying that all of these medications would disappear, and they did, for 20 years, but now they are back to treat Pouchitis. Of course I’m not blaming my doctors, I view my 20 years as a total success, but I’m starting to question keeping my J Pouch if I’m forced to take the very medications I wanted so badly to be off of when sick with UC. That leaves the Ileostomy, which my only fears of are the noise from gas (I’m a teacher), and the risks associated with a rather involved procedure removing the pouch and anus.
So I’m curious. Why do all of you keep the pouch if you have to be on all of these medications? I’m curious if anyone else feels this way. Is it having to live with a section of your intestine sticking out of your abdominal wall where stool and gas flows freely without your control into a plastic bag? Is it the fear of another surgery? Do you worry about the long term effects of medications that haven’t been truly tested for their long term (lifetime) effects? If so, is the vanity of not wearing a bag potentially worth the risk? I’m asking myself all of these questions as of late and would like to hear from other people.
I respond very well to all of medications I have tried so far which makes it tempting to keep taking them, although my doctors are not crazy about me being on them long term. It also makes me realize that I suffered with Pouchitis much longer than I thought and just dealt with it, but now that I have seen how much better life is without Pouchitis symptoms, I am stuck with this dilemma.
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