First, I would like to send out a ton of love and appreciation to all of you who support and contribute to this site so that people like myself who feel scared, confused, overwhelmed and alone have somewhere to go to get our questions answered by people who have been there.
On February 2 of this year, just over a month ago, I had the first two of the three j-pouch surgeries completed. I am scheduled for takedown surgery in May. I have had a lot of complications resulting from the surgery. The most significant two other than pretty severe pain that I have had a hard time managing, have been that my incision has become badly infected. Last week it burst and started totally gushing puss and blood (sorry for that mental picture). It is being treated but now in the last five days I have developed symptoms I just don't understand and can't seem to get any answers on. I have started feeling really sick and flu-like. At the same time I have also developed very frequent and extreme urgency to go to the bathroom, similar to when I was in the middle of an ulcerative colitis flare-up. I sit on the toilet cramped up and trying to pass something. Sometimes mucous comes out, sometimes nothing. It is an almost constant feeling now and I'm not able to take care of any of my normal responsibilities. Some of the other things I'm dealing with are that everything I eat or drink is going straight out my bag. Consequently I am underweight and have had a bladder infection for the last month that I have been unable to get rid of despite taking a full round of broad spectrum antibiotics. I've also developed a yeast infection from all the antibiotics. My surgeon is unable to see me until the end of the month. The thing that terrifies me the most is the seeming return of my ulcerative colitis symptoms. Does anyone know what's happening to me? I swear, I'm a pretty tough girl, but this surgery has brought me to my knees. I have two small children aged 5 and 6 and I don't know what to do.