Thanks for all your responses everyone.
The trouble is not so much the diet itself. Through it, I have discovered many problematic foods. I like to eat scd because I believe in scd. And I feel better doing so. I don't run for the bathroom and strain all day long. I can go a couple hours before I need to poo most days, without straining unless I'm flaring. I do poop 10+times/day and many of those at night no matter what I do. I haven't eaten hardly any processed foods since becoming ill, and none in over a year now. Before I was loosely following scd and I only progressed from UC to CD.
I only felt something was wrong inside 3-4 months before I was diagnosed UC. After that it was just over 4 months before my colon perforated. Now I still feel like something is not right inside, I've hit a wall of frustrations thinking about the diet and having it not work miracles, and I do not want to jump on a medicine that I have to take forever. After all, I've felt way worse, how necessary is it? My GI says he'll drop me as a patient if I don't get on meds- that he's "enabling" me to get sick. As CT mentioned, diet doesn't cure the disease it controls it, so it is said.
I feel like an infusion would mask my problems; that I won't feel what foods are causing problems and damaging my gut. Now, when I eat and have D, I know what food causes that reaction (as long as i'm keeping track with a food journal, which is hard to do as a busy single mom.) Right now it seems my guts are acting up- feeling uneasy, gurgling sounds, and overall lack of energy, real bad. I've also noted that coffee makes my tummy uneasy (was a daily drinker for years and years and weaning now.) and also my stomach and hormones rage with pms, something that is new as of lately. I'm only 32. My son is 5.
I was in severe crisis in 2011, almost lost my life to this mess, and recovering from the blow in 2012 all the way up to currently. I feel my brain power dwindling as I struggle with this daily battle. My heart aches reading this blog, feeling all your pain and frustrations as I can relate on a level that is other worldly. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger right! Only feeling so weak that I can't catch up to my expectations .
Thank you all for living and sharing. Any commentary is welcomed. Keep on truckin.
-Amanda
*UC- 2/2011
*perforation and colectomy- 7/2011
*j pouch- 5/2013
*crohns- 2/2014
*SCD- 3/10/14