I only have a rectal stump left after going through hell and now I'm living it. I just want to die every day because I can't have my sexuality. Everything is taken away from me. All it does is hurt and bleed and anal stuff is something I loved to do. I live in the middle of fucken nowhere, am lazy and don't want a relationship which is the only way I can ever feel anything sexual now. Will a JPouch fix this or will I just end up dead sometime. No one helps, doctors just send me home. Everyone just wants me to suffer I take it.
Thanks for sharing. This is horrible. I feel like my sexuality was also reduced so much by this surgery. Nerve damage to my lady parts reduced my ability to feel and scar tissue near the anal opening has caused penetration to be similar to the first time much of the time, which is....uh...distracting. How many hymens can one person regrow? Yeah, docs don't really care. Half the time they seem like they don't think women should even enjoy sex! WTF?!?