hi all, I am 46 and I have had pouch for 23 yrs (acute UC) - previously odd bout of pouchitis which would respond to antibiotics. However last 3yrs the pouchitis has become refractory and I have had fistula related abcess surgery and multiple dilations of mid pouch stricture. I am now intolerant of the antibiotics that work cipro/clarythromicin and steroids have not worked - all the drugs I have taken make me feel pretty awful. I am functioning , and compared to some stories I have read on here seems I have had it pretty light ! However my quality of life is getting me down, and constantly running at 70-80% starts to wear as Im sure many of you know. I am close to throwing in the towel and just getting the reversal, but my Dr has prescribed infliximab as a last resort. My dilemma is that I am concerned of the side effects of such a powerfull drug short and long term, it may not work, it may work and stop working and I guess there is a very unlikely scenario of full remission for ever..Has anyone been through this scenario and do you have any thoughts ? I am thinking that chances are I will have to have the surgery at some point, so just cut my losses (!) early without the associated risks of using the infliximab. I know lots of people have had great results with this drug, but longer term who knows the kickback but also having read some chrons and UC forums there are also some who have had some very bad outcomes - I note the FDA does have it as a black box warning. Any thoughts on this or other suggestions ? thanks in advance Adam