After my reversal I used a plastic travel bidet bottle that I bought on Amazon for $14. It saved me. It's called the Brondel travel bidet. Comes with a handy travel bag. The bottle is easy to fill with warm water, easy to use, easy to clean the bottle and nozzle with soap and hot water. It has a firm spray from any angle because of the air lock button on the bottom of the bottle. You can discreetly fill it in a public bathroom and take it into a stall to use. You can fill the bottle and carry it with you, but be aware it can drip a tiny bit of water out of the air lock, but you could put it into a plastic bag.