So the RV fistula is back or it's a different one in the same spot. Had a pouch study done today and I immediately felt it and the doctor showed me the X-rays of the fistula. So I saw my surgeon right after and surgery for another ileostomy is set for Thursday. I have only been using my jpouch since the beginning of May then I had all the distention and now the fistula. I haven't been able to really enjoy my pouch. The only good thing I experienced was not having the bag. Being bag free was awesome. But having a fistula is painful and gross and I'd rather have the bag.

Needless to say I'm bummed. I expected this but it's harder to hear it in person. I plan to keep the bag for at least a few years while I work and go through grad school. This will be my 8th surgery in a year and a half. I need a break. I need to move on with my life. It was a hard decision to make but I don't have much options either.