Hi All
So it's been an interesting week for ol' Lionspride. Last Thursday I was offered a new job, counter offered and noticed I was getting out of breath more easily than usual. Friday I accepted the position and noticed my leg was a little stiff (See where this is going yet?). Decided to call the doctor and made an appointment for Monday. Saturday I started the background screening process for the new job and spent the rest of the weekend with friends doing various things and never feeling quite right. Monday I bounced from the doctor, to the hospital for a CT scan, to the ER, to eventually the ICU. Monday/Tuesday I wished my wife a happy second anniversary while we both nervously watched a thrombolytic drip into my hand. You see ol' Lion has apparently been getting blood clots pushed to his lungs for quite some time now without realizing and finally hit a tipping point. Both my lungs are full of 'massive' clots, my right pulmonary artery is almost completely full of them, the left not much better. Get a venous study and I have a train of clots in my left leg. Ought oh, it's now 11pm and that looks like an attending doctor in street clothes that just walked in...that's never good. Turns out he's a pulmonologist and I need an echo of my heart - take a guess who's got a dilated right atrium? We're now worrying about right side heart failure so let's hang the T-PA and move to the ICU. Thankfully no bleeds from that - but some really gnarly bruises. Tuesday I'm moved midday to a telemetry floor, Thursday I come home, find out the background screen is finished and my new job is finalized.
How was your week?
I'm doing ok. I'm still a little weak, my chest hurts periodically and I still get out of breath more easily than I should, but I'm told this will hopefully pass. i go for another echo in a couple of weeks to check on that but hopefully the TPA took out enough of the newer clots that the back pressure is eased. I certainly felt much better after that got to working. I'll be on thinners for life now.
I met yesterday with a new GI doctor with more pouch experience and we discussed a specific problem I'm having and also the broader picture of managing the UC while on thinners. Thankfully it doesn't seem to be that big of a deal. He scopes without requiring I come off of the blood thinners which is great, since right now that's out of the question. Any bleeding will be amplified, but he's going to scope me and do a CT enterography this coming week to look for trouble.
Frankly it was a terrifying experience for both myself and my wife, but we're getting through it. The problem is anytime I get a twinge I'm fighting off a panic attack thinking I'm on my way to the ER again. I'm going to talk to my family doctor next week to see if I can get something to temporarily take the edge off. Most of the time I can't tell if there's an actual issue or if I'm THINKING it's an issue and now THAT's an issue...does that make sense? I dislike it.
Anyway, do yourself a favor and don't assume something is nothing. Call your doctor and let them do that. Hypochondriacs will probably outlive us all.
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