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Are you doing better?
I just read your post (been off of the grid for a bit) and am concerned...sounds like you might have 3 small problems: the old stoma site opening up...not a biggie...certain surgeons don't even bother to close them but just leave them to heal on their own because they can very easily form fluids under them and need to drain...so allow it to drain, keep it clean and as dry as possible and as it heals you may wish to bring the edges together with steri strips...to make for a neater scar in the end...
the water blister around the stitch is normal (at least for me) happened every time that they stitched my tube in...(now they use a flange/rubber band/belt gizmo that is better but has its limits too but at least it doesn't hurt)...just keep it clean and dry...
As for the mainline incision...well you seem to have a triple header going on with weepy wounds, building fluids and infection...you may have fluid pockets behind that too and it will either leak out slowly or it may just open up a bit (or more) and drain completely...walking around will not make it worse or better, if it has to open up, it just will...again, keep it clean and dry...cover it with clean gauze, change it regulary and watch out for fevers...how is your pouch output doing? Keep it liquidy and avoid fibers and chunky foods so that you don't block the tube and just lay back and heal...keep us posted on the progress
Sharon
Had my redone pouch & valve scoped last monday. I was told it looks beautiful. No adhesions, blockages or fistulas. Brought the report and pictures to my surgeon. He called the GI dr. and also checked the stoma with a catheter to see how it was going in (fine). He's surprised and has no answers either. Had watery stool leaks & gas leaks every day and I'm emptying every 2-3 hours again to avoid accidents. I was advised to get "pure methyl cellulose to add to my diet to keep my stool firm & watch what I eat - similar to an IBS diet. I was told that with a K-pouch that doctors don't even concern themselves with gas leaks. So I handed the dr. a picture of my stained shorts to help him visualize my point. When I went to the pharmacist to see about getting pure methyl cellulose I got concerned with the chance of blockages. RX won't give it to me without first talking to surgeon & getting a prescription. My stool is not always watery (mostly in the morning after taking meds or after eating or not eating for awhile) but it is a hit or miss situation. I'm back to square one but worse because since the stoma was moved I can't feel a leak happening. The other disappointment is the dent left from the incision healing from the inside after it reopened post-op. Trying hard to keep my head straight and work on fixing things and not fall into major funk of self pity.
I am so sorry that you are back on the roller coaster again with the leaks...there could be many causes other than valve slippage or rips etc...you may have a functional shift in your abdominal muscle structure, meaning either an incisional hernia caused by or following the abdominal scar healing funkily or a peristomal hernia (around the stoma) that is shifting the position of the stoma so that it does not close properly or is pulling at an funny angel...third possibility is that your pouch might be 'down' or slipped off of the abdominal wall...so that the pouch is no longer anchored to the abdomen other than by the stoma which in turn gets pulled and pops open...all 3 are easy fixes through laporoscopic surgery and what I wish most for you is an easy fix right now...they need to do an opacification or contrast study with you laying flat, on your side, sitting and standing up...you also need to be able to chart your leaks...when in the day (before or after meals?), in what position you were when they happened (mine were only when I was overfull and squatting down to pick something up, so squat and lean forward...that told the doc that my pouch was down and twisted)...they may, in spite of it all not see the problem and therefore need to look closer but you need to get them to start with that.
Hope that this helps
Sharon
Twists can be very difficult to diagnose and tiny hernias can too...they did every exam in the book on me, MRI, Cat Scan, x-rays, opacification etc but nothing showed until my surgeon went in through laporoscopy and saw the hernia himself... and fixed it...he did mesh and it worked quite well...after all of the major surgery for the smallest problem it was nice to have a minor surgery for a major one...do not let them give up until they find what is wrong.
Sharon
I had a full day of leaks yesterday...started after a water aerobics class and continued until later last night...seems that my pouch flopped up and over during an over strenuous movement...everything that went in poured out so I kept emptying every chance I got ( luck would have it that I was out all day)...it seems to have flopped back into place today because I have very liquid output and no leaks...a twisted or flopped over pouch can do that to you...make sure that your doc knows it when he is examining you.
It reminded my how very stressful it all is.
When I am in leak mode I stick a full panty liner onto the inside of my undies and then add a folded up Kleenex or paper towel over the stoma to absorb the leakage...the panty line protects my clothing from those nasty stains and I just throw out the soiled paper towel as needed.
Don't forget to keep yourself clean, dry and bacteria free or you will get red-rashy burn on and around your stoma and tummy.
Sharon
Your day sounds as bad as mine have been. I'm glad things straightened out. Amazing! I have been doing the same with the panty liners for leak protection. Still soaking my clothing. Unlike before surgery, I'm not able to feel it coming on till it's too late. Doing a lot of laundry & showers and staying close to home or not eating when I go out. Trying like hell not to let this get me down.
For leakage, I used to buy the breast feeding pad...they absorb lots of liquid...you my want to try it. there are many brands, usually the most expensive works better or are larger...
After reading all I worry even more about my state and what will I do. I have to go see back the specialist. Also I hear of no one with stone in the pouch... I am looking for way other than ultrasound (I heard it has many side effect on kidney and high blood pressure after)... I wonder if this is not increasing the problem of stenosis of the stoma and all. But Dr are so busy, that I have lots of difficulty being able to TALK to surgeon about option etc... I am frustrated, even discussing with department team... I am not in Ontario so for me to go there...and not have time with Dr to evaluate all is demoralising. I have much difficulty pulling myself up morally as ever in my life.
Since I was young I went through many surgery and continued to university and worked my way but now I am out of the system and I have no physical and morale strength in me. I cry regularly, I feel Dr don,t care and a surgery is highly risky and have no guarantee on anything anymore...beside I am scared of dying on the next one...so I want to evitate. I wished I could see 2 different Dr and have their full evaluation and opinion...
Anyhow, I think people with this illness must certainly unherite paradise in the other world because the suffering is so immongous...sorry for my French English typo...
Anyhow' don't give up, hope is essential to survival and things can change and I do believe in miracle and prayer!
This is such a nightmare!I am so terribly sorry that no one is listening to you. When having serious leaks I used cut up maxi pads or diapers...just cut down to size and held them in with the stretchy unddies.
Is it possible, since the valve was actually continent for 2 months, that your pouch slipped off of the abdominal wall and is pulling the valve open, causing leaks in certain positions?
It happened to me after the 1st surgery and then again 3 other times...each time the valve is actually healthy but is being stressed so that either I cannot intubate properly (my first sign) or leakage or both.
It is hard to see during most exams unless you are looking for it...and is a rather quick fix.
My original French surgeon didn't believe me and left me leaky, in pain and damaging my valve because he wouldn't listen.
I finally got someone else to look, figured it out and fixed it with laporoscopy...a first.
Now I am having it done again...the sutures tend to reabsorb at around 6-8 weeks and they usually don't use permanent ones because of the risk of fistulas, infections or rejection but I don't heal so once absorbed my pouch slips.
You may wish to throw this idea out to him and see what he says.
It might not be this but do not give up the good fight...you deseve to be healthy.
Sharon
Ray
I am having surgery next week to put the pouch back onto the wall. It slipped sometime between 2008 (the last big pouch surgery and 2010 when the leaks and pain started. I have been living with pouch twists (causes major blockages until I can 'untwist' using a yoga ball and rolling around on it or some other miracle).
Saw the French laporoscopic surgeon on the 25th and he agreed that it is 'now or never' due to his age (over 70) and the probability that I am damaging the valve daily.
He will take down any adhesions that he finds (luckily I don't make many) and then staple, stitch or attach the pouch back onto the wall (possibly with a double mesh reinforcement) after untwisting it and finding a position that is lower but not too low.
I just took a look at the films from the opacifications that were taken in 2006, 2008 and 2012.
In 2008 the pouch was anchored and sitting up slightly to the middle of the abdomen about 3 inches below the bellybutton (picture taken with me laying on my back), and nowhere near my hipbone.
When standing the bottom of it was about an inch away from the hipbone.
In 2012 while laying down in was pushing against the hipbone and when standing it was completely down in my basin about an inch away from sitting at the bottom. NO wonder I am in so much pain. It must really be crushing things when full. (I rarely allow it to fill up completely).
He has the old films and new ones and will 'liberate it' and raise it up to just below its original position...at least that is the plan.
Am starting to panic here...What happens if there is a problem or he cannot liberate it? What happens if it has glued itself to other organs?
Crap! Scared.
Sharon
Have you had an opacification yet?
I had my radiologist do mine in 5 stages:
1 just dribble a couple drops of the opac solution into the valve an visualize just the valve that way (they found a divit in mine due to my constantly pushing the tube in to the side of the valve, not tragic as long as I stop doing it.
2 slowly filling the pouch and filming.
3 Turning me on my sides, right and left, to see how the pouch rolls, turns etc
4 Sitting up on the table in 'normal position' to see where the pouch/valve sit
5 Standing up, right and left sides too to see how low it was sitting when full (that is how we found that my pouch was down and crushing my organs below.
Finally he took shots with the pouch emptying out...those pictures did a better job of diagnosising then an open surgery (practically).
You may wish to try it.
hope this helps,
Sharon
What do they say is causing the yellow, leaky out put? Sounds like gastric juices to me.
Could you have c-diff or any other sort of bacterial infection? Some horrid mircrobe, germ or bug?
You need to find out what is giving you that output which must have you exhausted, dehydrated and in pain on some level...Does the output burn you?
Any specific odour?
Sorry for the questions but I can ask a couple of my doctors if they know anything that may cause that. Do you still have your galbladder?
If so do you have any back pain? Nausea? Headaches?
Just trying to get a handle on this...would you consider a long-distance consult with another k pouch surgeon?
Sharon
I am doing better/worse.
Better in the sense that the strangled loop that was causing the blocages is open up and flowing (occasional pain but probably due to residual swelling), the hernia is better too and the pouch is settling (kind of like a new house!).
But the lower hip/back pain is back. I think that it was the bed-rest + tramadol that had the pain in check and since I stopped taking it and went back to work (carrying a heavy backpack daily for miles) the pain feels double.
The stuff that you describe sounds terribly galbladder-ish.
It was very similar in that horrible cycle of eating and being locked into the house, not eating and running bile.
They finally removed my galbladder 2yrs ago and what a difference!
I constantly had a 'knife in my back' pain that was the galbladder backing up...I waited litterally years to have it removed (too much going on elsewhere and then never want to risk the cross contamination of removing it during pouch surgery). When it finally came out it weighed 1 Kg and was filled with 1 litre of black bile and a huge olive-like stone. It nearly ruptured.
Some of the awful side-effects were exhaustion, nausea, yellow bile, pouch running, acid burn around the stoma, sleeplessness, heartburn...
By the way, nothing really showed in most of the ultra sounds other than a slightly enlarged galbladder up until 1 months prior to the surgery (when he booked it as an emergency procedure).
Not all pouch surgeons deal with this sort of thing...so you need either a general surgeon of a G.I.
Keep me posted. By the way, I always found that bananas helped me but that's just me.
Sharon
Sharon
Hi,
I wanted to just make a quick post to all and especially "Ray" as he referred me to Dr.Schiller. I have just returned home after a full Pouch replacement. ( the valve revision was needed but once they had me opened up it was obvious I needed a full replacement) This is just one of the many reasons I wanted a experienced surgeon, and Dr. Schiller is indeed #1 for my situation. I was in the hospital for just less than 3 weeks. Because of the massive antibiotics and such I ended up needing cipro and flagyl (which I am still taking). I live alone so it is a bit challenging sometimes to fix my meals but have been keeping a minimal nourishment. I have a friend that is bringing me a few cans of ensure to hopefully fill the gap a bit. But my pouch is solid. definitely no leaking and I am excited to see how it heals up on the outside. I am really so thankful to you Ray for suggesting Dr.Schiller. His Staff and all the people there are really a great team. I will post later but just wanted to get this up while I had some energy. Thanks All.
Will
Your very welcome Will. Keep in touch about your progress.
Ray
"""Hi Will, I'm so happy for you! So did Dr. Schiller make you a new K Pouch or a BCIR? Debbie"""
Yes Debbie, Dr.Schiller did a full replacement of my pouch that was made about 20 years ago and I am starting fresh. It is the BCIR Barnett as I understand it. Dr. Schiller actually worked with Dr. Barnett so I am very happy to have this part of me made well and of course am tired and still feeling all the healing pains. There was another patient there as well that also was receiving a new pouch for the first time. A very great Doctor and wonderful Staff. And anyone that even spoke with Tillie on the phone knows what treasure she is. Thanks All.