I get the feeling to go.. i hold it just enough to get to the bathroom.. I sit down.. nothing...
in addition to that.. other times.. I go a little. strain to get a little out.. and nothing else... i go back to what i was doin.. not even two minutes i have to go again.. this pattern repeats for hours until i get the "troublemaker" as i like to call it.. and I release a large amount of gas and wet stool.. then i take codeine (as prescribed) and can usually make it many hours b4 i have to go again...
THis above situation makes me feel like i wanna rip my skin off..i feel like i am having a panic attack..(mostly from the stress)...
so now I have been tested for and confirmed that I have Crohn's. I am going to my initial appt., and my doc .did the jpouch surgery told me what to expect from the new doc... he said either Remicade or Humira.. I am looking for feedback on both... pros/cons...ile have head good things about both.. just looking for help..
This le situation has caused great depression for me myhich I intend to address with another doc).. I feel like starting a new relationship would be impossible.. (who is going to want to deal these issues :-(
Thanks for your feedback!!!