I wish fistulas were not so tenacious and hard to treat. I have been to Mayo seven times in the past 3 months for tests and procedures trying to close my fistula and to date they have not been successful (I guess the jury is yet out on their last attempt). The fistula is just above the inlet to the pouch in the ileum and there is a stricture at the inlet. They have been trying to close the tear with a covered stent in the stricture that also covers the fistula to allow it to heal. The fistula is also clipped. I suspect the narrowing and the perforation are related as stool was hard to pass building up too much pressure in the small bowel. I hope they will be able to fix it. I guess my diagnosis has gone from UC to Crohns or Indeterminate Colitis although it hardly matters as the various treatments and drugs are about the same. It has been disheartening these past few months. I know I have to adjust to coping with flares that will come and go and require continuous monitoring and treatment. I thought I had come to terms with having a chronic illness only to discover that it is an endless, on-going process of denial at times, then being struck with reality, and then settling into acceptance and then the cycle repeats. I feel fortunate that I am being treated at Mayo where I admire their conservative approach and their perseverance. I just hope it will not come to a major surgery. SIGH. I admire all of my friends on this site who seem leagues ahead of me in gracefully accepting life with chronic pain and medical interventions. All of your combined experience and sage advice give me hope and strength. I will post to let you know how things develop for me with the fistula treatments. I would welcome comments from all of you and PMs from those who have struggled with fistulas.
It is a bittersweet season right now, isn't it. Here in Minneapolis the trees are spectacular but there is a winter bite to the wind despite warm, sunny days. I hope everyone is enjoying walks and being outdoors, fall chores, and the beauty of this time of year. The blustery cold and snow will be upon us soon I'm afraid.
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