I made an appointment with Remzi but it isn't until July 29th. Shen put me in contact with his assistant and they are reviewing my case next week.
I am in complete agony. I want to rip my pouch out of me. I am living on pain pills and nobody can find anything wrong in the inside but Shen believes the valve is my main problem.
So I am going to see about having my stoma moved (sits to low, my bladder gets stabbed every time I intubate and I can't hold anything in my bladder or pouch. Once I eat I have to pee and intubate) and a new valve. I was told perviously that my pouch can be moved higher to give my bladder relief.
Just scared it is so much to take in. It is like having this whole nightmare surgery all over again but I can't live like this anymore. It isn't living. Just scared my body hates the pouch over all and an ostomy bag will be suggested. I regret this surgery a lot. Just need some help and relief.
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