I dont post here often, but i have had some of the worst news of my life so far.
when i was 18, i was diagnosed with acute UC, several surgeries, a completed j pouch and 3 years later my surgeon suspects i have "chrons of the anal canal".
This is not definite yet, today I had a pouch scope for what i thought might be pouchitis and this is the outcome. I would have asked more questions at the time, but I was so shocked and speechless, that i couldnt.
apparently my anal canal is in bad shape, covered in ulcers/fissures. the pouch itself is clear, it is very painful for me to use the bathroom and i am having constant rectal spasms, this is some of the worst pain ive ever experienced in my life. my surgeons exact words when he told me were "we will try and save it". this makes me feel horrible, i have been through so much in the last 3 years and i am so far gone from the end of my rope, i dont know how i would cope if i had to lose my pouch and all the progress i have made over this.
is there anyone out there who has been through this? i am desperate for advice.
ive been trying everything to stop the pain, i have just been prescribed metranidozole suppositories which i guess are to stop infection, i have no idea how im going to bare inserting them in this condition. Ive tried loads of creams, the one which helps the most is sudocrem, ive tried slippery elm and GTN cream to help me go to the bathroom. it makes me not want to eat anything... codeine doesnt even take the edge off..
i hope i feel better soon.