God help me!!!! I have had a j-pouch since 1994....suddenly, the pain is indescribable. Every time I go to the bathroom my pouch is leaking acid battery fluid. My rear end itches and is bleeding. I have a bidet, but the pain of water is unbelievable. I try to gently pat the area (not itch) and put a few sheets of toilet paper between my cheeks. It hurts so badly at work, so awkward...to the point that I sit and lean to the left to relieve the pressure and pain.
Each day out of no where, leakage starts whether I laugh or just need to go all of a sudden. Do I need depends undergarments? I am so tired of passing liquid during the night which soils my sheets, panties and even the carpet as I run to the toilet. It's so gross and a huge mess. Yuk. I want to vomit.
Does anyone have a similar experience after 20 plus years of a j-pouch? Is it pouchitis? So tired of feeling like I am poisoned with fecal matter or something. Recently, I heave up stomach bile every morning in bed for a 1/2 hour, cold and then sweats. It's such a horrible feeling. Everything hurts.
thanks for listening, Ann Marie
51 years, severe UC, j pouch in 1994 (one step...no bag...back in the day)
Ann Marie, I just found this group. I have a lot to say about your problems. I had UC for 13 years when I went into a coma from meningitis & encephalitis together for about a month in 2008. My UC became worse, due to C-diff, and I started having regular bowel accidents. I learned about pullups, waterproof underwear (not diapers), which contain the problem very well. Depends is a good brand, but Walmart's house brand Assurance is half the cost and almost as good. I wear them 24/7, eliminating all problems with leaking, day and night. They're very comfortable, because their waist band is very wide and doesn't press into the skin after many hours wearing them, like regular underwear's thin waist bands do.
In 2013 I had a colectomy, as I was beginning to get cancer. That solved that problem, but I developed treatment-refractive pouchitis, and the accidents continued. The content from the small intestine contains digestive enzymes, and can harm your skin if exposed for any length of time. Together, with continuous wiping, cause erosion of the skin around the anus and the skin of the butt-crack. After 30 or more wipes per day, toilet paper becomes like sandpaper. You get the picture. Much pain ensues.
Do you get flakes of blood on the toilet paper, or do you have (occasional) real blood flow. If the former, you do not have a fissure, but are suffering from continuous skin tissue being rubbed off or "digested" by the enzymes, causing blood spotting. Whenever I have the pain, I use a moisture-barrier ointment. Aquaphor, by Eucerin, available here in the Northeast, is pretty good. It contains 41% petrolatum, which I believe is a form of Vaseline. It's available at any pharmacy, but another brand, Soothe and Cool, with aloe and vitamins A,D,&E, contains 98.3% petrolatum, and can only be found online. The company I buy it from - it's name starts with North - I can't remember the whole name. Aquaphor is 3oz; Soothe and Cool is 7oz., a big tube that lasts a long time, and it only costs $8, plus S&H. It looks like large tubes are only generally sold to institutions, so that is why it's not available in stores in any size. Soothe and Cool is like a miracle. Put it on after every bm, and the pain and discomfort are greatly relieved almost instantly, and gone in a day or so.
Even if you were to have a fissure, your discomfort should be easily manageable with this treatment. The vomiting I have no clue about.
Good luck, and feel free to ask me any questions, including the procedure I use for handling bowel accidents that makes them only an inconvenience, as opposed to a source of great stress.
Salmander