I am three months out of takedown. I am back to work, I feel strong, no pain, just completley maddening burning and itching. Its not all the time but when it occurs it is too much for anyone to take. I have had a dilation recently, no help. I am on Lomotil now, not much help. I have nifidine cream, not much help. I do have some bleeding now and then, not all the time. I am starting to feel like I should have stayed with the bag. It was its own mess, but I never had this terrible burning and itching.
I have been taking 5-7 hot baths a day.
How much is too much of Lomotil?
I take 2 three times a day, but today it was extremely bad and I just took my 5th dose.
It seems like if I can get Lomotil or Immodium to slow or stop gut, then I can get some relief. I am about to stop eating its so bad.
I am now thinking about disability, reversal, life in general.
I am a mess.
I live in Kansas, and had the surgeries at the Cleveland Clinic,
I am so completley broke now I cant just fly back to have a follow up, and have a local Colorectal guy, but do wonder if I should go back.
I loved Cleveland Clinic, but
I now have to self catheter, and have this horrendous burning and itching and I really feel this is not the outcome I wanted.
Need answers please
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