Have I told you I love you lately? Thanks honey, what you're saying makes so much sense to me, but why do these things always happen when the doctor is on vacation? Lol! He's not back until the 17th, until then I'm keeping my pouch as empty as possible, and keeping my stool loose. I've put the drain back on, and taped think gauze around the exterior of my stoma so if it keeps leaking around the catheter it won't ruin my clothes (actually, I'm using Poise absorbent pads, they tend to absorb liquid much better). The most frustrating part is I'm suppose to return to work this coming Monday, but now I'm not sure what to do. Should I go back, and then have to go through the entire LTD process again, or do I just stay off work until I'm certain I won't require more surgery? I swear it's enough to make a person crazy.......wait.......TOO LATE!!!!!! I was just hoping I'd be fine and back to work by this point, but......hey, uncertainty is part of life, it's just one of life's little frustrations you have zero control over I guess. Not that I'm overly religious, but I thank god every day for this site, and all of you, who've helped me though this journey, I really could not have done it with you, I'd have lost my mind.......actually, not really, how could I loose something I never had to begin with?
Stay tuned for more exciting details on my next instalment of "as the pouch leaks", nite nite all,
Eric