I had my take down about 6 months ago and I'm doing ok I guess. I use the bathroom quiet often to be honest though, maybe 10-15 times a day. Well I got sick of siting around by the bathroom all the time and went crazy one day. I was invited to a party and said screw it i'll go. Thinking that I'd be leaving not long after getting there. Instead I got real excited and started to drink a lot, hours went by with no problems. For some reason alcohol slows things down for me and I can actually feel normal for a change. What the hell? I mean, what the hell? I don't understand. I've been trying so hard to do good by eating right, taking Metamucil, amodium ad and still having problems. I don't understand why when I break down and stop caring and let lose geting drunk as hell I have no problems at all. So now since then I've been drinking everyday and its been helping. Any advice from someone cause I really don't want to become a alcoholic.
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