Hi guys. I've been on this forum a few times before and you all were a huge help. Three months ago I had my j pouch takedown surgery. Since then I have had horrible pouchitis and cuffitis. My symptoms are worse than my original UC was. Bloating, cramping, gas 15-20 plus trips to the bathroom a day and constant, unrelenting, searing pain in my rectum. I have developed a multitude of food intolerances and everything I eat seems to make things worse. I've tried SCD, low fibre, bland brat style diet. I just can't seem to find a diet that will clear me. It doesn't help that all the diet plans and eating instructions contradict each other. I'm so confused. I am allergic to the entire class of 5 ASA drugs so can't do the rectal foams or enemas or mesalamine orally. At first I got relief from taking antibiotics and did a few runs back to back. Starting with cipro twice a day but after a couple of weeks it stopped really helping. So I switched to taking 500 mg of flagyl 2X day but after about a week that seems to stop working as well. I'm still badly symptomatic and in pain. However, If I go off the antibiotics all hell breaks loose and I'm in agony and on the toilet all day and night. Between the UC I had before surgery and the pouchitis and cuffitis I have now, I've basically been in a major flare for five or so years. I'm one of those people who doesn't go into remission for more than a few days or so. (Guess you can't really call that remission). I've also been taking probiotics daily because the antibiotics give me horrible yeast infections along with other very undesirable side effects. I'm battling an internal strep and staph infection I picked up at the hospital and can't seem to really shake. My stomach wound got badly infected and I don't think ever really cleared up properly. It's still sore to touch. I don't have any insurance to cover my prescriptions and can't afford humira. Does anyone have any suggestions? I'm considering getting the pouch removed along with the rest of my rectum and going with a permanent ostomy but to be honest I'm terrified. Terrified of going through the surgeries as my last surgeries literally almost did me in, and terrified that I would go through all that again and not get relief from my daily pain. I'm looking for some advice or guidance or really just feedback of some sort. I am really trying to be positive but I'm so scared and overwhelmed. I have two young children at home I need to care for so I just can't be debilitated like this. Big hugs to all of you that have been through this and take the time to help others through the journey. It is very kind of you...��