Hey guys,
So, I've had a j-pouch since 2004. I was originally thought to have UC, but after developing multiple abscesses/fistulae my diagnosis was changed to Crohn's disease. I've been unable to work for the past 4 years & without insurance now, I've gotten pretty good at diagnosing myself, but this latest episode has me stumped.
About 2 months ago, I started feeling even worse than normal, with lethargy, abdominal pain, a feeling like I couldn't pass gas sometimes, fevers, painful or limited urination. I suspected severe dehydration & maybe UTI since I get them all the time. I finally went to the ER on 8/27 & they gave me meds for pain & nausea. Still wasn't feeling well, so I went back on 8/31 thinking I needed antibiotics. Long story short, I got the nurse from hell & again only received pain & nausea meds. During these visits, they did a CT scan & abdominal x-ray. No one explained it to me (never going back to that ER) but from what I read of the report everything looked OK except for an area in my "terminal ileum" that showed thickened walls & an area of gas & liquid--they attributed it to scar tissue from Crohn's, but this is the first time anything like this has been noted (although back in 2012 an MRI did note narrowing of my anal canal, but they said it was normal given my always-watery stool--the only lasting impact I'm aware of is that I can't have digital rectal exams because the pain is too great) Anyway, since my GI symptoms weren't terrible (for me) & neither ER doctor seemed concerned, I didn't think much of it. Well, about 2 weeks ago I started having this new, weird muscle pain. It hurt if I sat, or sneezed or tried to strain AT ALL on the toilet, I could barely walk. I was rarely defecating, which would normally be an amazing development, but given the circumstances it was just freaky. Eventually I noted it was worse on my left side. After googling & talking to my nurse friend, we found levator ani syndrome, which seemed to check all my symptoms. I tried doing the home advice & took extra bentyl & Xanax (the only meds I have that are close to smooth muscle relaxers) along with lots of rest. By the end of last week, those symptoms seemed to be MUCH better.
Then, starting Saturday-Sunday, I noticed that I was having really increased abdominal pain, no appetite, a feeling of fullness, etc. Also, I stopped going as frequently as I normally do again. The muscle pain in my pelvic area still seemed improved, so I started pushing liquids & haven't eaten solids since I tried a little soup Sunday. Monday I'm feeling even worse. That night I tried some Greek yogurt because I'm also having extreme stomatitis/angular cheilitis & thought maybe the protein would help me stay strong--I'm a vegetarian. Well, yesterday morning I puked up everything I'd managed to drink the day before (mostly unsweetened tea & water) & any stool I passed was really.... mucousy for lack of a better word. I was all set to go the ER today thinking I had a blockage.
Well, around 1:30am last night the flood gates opened & I (excuse the language please) shit my brains out all night long. Now I don't know what to do. Should I assume it was a partial blockage that passed on its own? Should I still go to the ER? (My GI & colorectal doctors won't see me because I don't have insurance & can't pay upfront) Should I try to eat or drink something? I've still been mostly sipping on water or grape juice. I still have super tender areas in my upper & lower abdomen, as well as my old stoma site. But that pressure feeling that if I drink anything more than a sip it's gonna come right back up has lessened, although I'm still afraid to test that theory.
Any advice or possible problems I'm overlooking would be so greatly appreciated! I honestly don't know what to do at this point.