Hi Guys, Hi Jan, Hi everyone,
I've not been online for a long while. Because i've been doing pretty well!
The pouchitis that troubled me for a long while turned out to be Crohns! Am I allowed to swear? You don't have to say 'I told you so'. I knew the risks. Sadly, my pernicious decline was presumed to be associated with struggles with iron absorption. Including me, nobody thought to ask - what's the underlying cause here....Crohns! So, here's 1.5 years in a nutshell:
Humira - 4 months. Some improvements. Bad side-effects. Stopped that. Poor nursing care. Change consultants. Great team. Azathioprine test. Intolerance to that. Bureaucracy for 2 months. Remicade. Whoop Whoop - I feel superhuman. 6 months in, lessening effects. 14 months in, calamity of sidies (Now). Post infusion depression and mood-swings. Now: inflammatory arthritis in my knee - OUCH! This pain is going to make me swear....Ok. I promise not to. But f*&%$%£ this hurts more that anything, and you know what i'm talking about in pain terms.
Clearly i'm coming off that $&*%. Its obvs. a reaction and the effectiveness of Remi is wearing off big-time. The nurses have suggested ENTYVIO® (vedolizumab). I'm seeing my consultant on Friday. Assuming I can get to his office.
I can feel myself spiralling quite fast. My energy and moral has dropped like a lead balloon. Iron levels are heading south. I have BAD pain in my knee, my appetite is gone. my guts are starting to hurt again. My brain is going to fuzz-town, my family are miserable at the prospect of another round of hoop jumping tests to get the new drug prescribed.
The only place I know to turn to is you guys. This pain sucks. Immobility is not part of the recipe I can entertain. Experiences, advice, wisdom, and love all welcomed right now.
Dan
ps. I like what you've done with the place!