Firstly , you guys are an inspiration and thank you . I am at week 5 I feel great and have  6-10 bowel movements a day , I am delighted with that. My life is great but this fissure is slowly reeking havoc.

I had my takedown 5 weeks ago. I have had the burning/itching butt pain which is getting better . My diet is still very safe, no acid, no spice and no alcohol and I know I can start trying new things bit by bit.

i am in so much pain down there. I am back to work and trying to get on with life, but this fissure is making my life hell.

I know most of you have had them, but this is insane. I am doing as many Sitz baths as I can , 3-4 a day. I am taking Valium 1-2 times a day. I have every cream in the world. I have lidocaine and nefedipine,

My problem is I do not know which way to proceed. Can I put lidocaine on and then nefedipine ? can I put nefedipine on and then 40% zinc oxide over it ? Ilex paste is amazing but just hides the issue and does not help it heal. I am so disheartened and done with this.

I am also aware that some of you guys out there have bigger issues and complain less so I really apologies for bit*hing.

i have been reading all of your posts for a long time and you truly give me hope but right now all I want to do is go back to the bag.

please help