Hello all, this is my first post here but I've been reading this forum for a couple years, as I first got UC in October 2011.
I had 6 months from the construction of the j-pouch to the takedown surgery, which happened on September 18th 2013. Since then I have had huge problems emptying the pouch, even when my output is pretty much just water. I've had a couple pouchoscopies since the takedown, and every time they've told me the pouch is structurally perfect but haven't been able to explain to me why it's not working. I have to strain every time I use the toilet unless I take loads of stool softener, in which case my output turns to liquid and I become slightly incontinent (usually on my way to the toilet).
While on the toilet, it's like I'm forced to push involuntarily, like my stomach muscles involuntarily start to contract and I have no control over what's happening. It can be painful and always makes me feel sick. Despite this, I still only pass tiny amounts and need to go again soon after.
I was on antibiotics for a while just because I went in and complained and they said my sphinctor looked a little inflamed so just gave me some. That gave me a good amount of relief, although I still had to strain often and had a really hard time passing output and had to take stool softener a few times a day and always before bed to clear myself out before going to sleep. But the spasms didn't happen very much on antibiotics. My doctor told me to stop taking the stool softener, but didn't give me a reason why nor an alternative.
I came off the antibiotics because I'd been on them for about 6 weeks and they told me if I stayed on them any longer, they wouldn't be able to treat pouchitis if I got that later.
It's been hell since being off them. I have to be on the toilet constantly, straining constantly and in pain. My anus is swollen and inflamed, any time I get up, I have to run to the toilet, meaning I can't go anywhere or do anything. I have this constant ache inside what would be my rectum I suppose, as well as at the base of my groin. I'm also CONSTANTLY full of gas since going off the antibiotics and have to run to the toilet every 2 minutes to empty out the gas, but there's always a tiny bit of output in there too, but I can't get it out unless I've taken stool softener, so again, I have to strain.
I have been checked for a stricture, but I don't have one now. I had one in the beginning and went in for a dilation, which they said worked and now it's gone.
I also have trouble peeing, especially now that I'm off the antibiotics. I have to do kegel exercises and stop and start to get it going.
I basically haven't been eating much because I'm afraid it'll get stuck, since I can barely get liquid output out as it is.
Every time I go back to the doctors and ask if maybe I should get some other tests done or maybe we should try pelvic floor exercises they say no, we have to wait a few weeks. They always talk me out of any theories I've had about what the problem could be. I even went in and was told that there was absolutely no problem and when I asked 'well, surely if the antibiotics helped, then there must be a problem there?', they said no. The next doctor at the next appointment said yes, that is a possibility.
I am really at the end of my tether here. I haven't been able to leave the house since my surgery 4 months ago, or really the couch or bed for fear of immediately having to run to the toilet, and the doctors here in Ireland are absolutely NO HELP whatsoever and just keep telling me to wait. FOR WHAT?
Thanks for reading and any help or advice would be much appreciated as I'm really lost with this.
Graeme
I had 6 months from the construction of the j-pouch to the takedown surgery, which happened on September 18th 2013. Since then I have had huge problems emptying the pouch, even when my output is pretty much just water. I've had a couple pouchoscopies since the takedown, and every time they've told me the pouch is structurally perfect but haven't been able to explain to me why it's not working. I have to strain every time I use the toilet unless I take loads of stool softener, in which case my output turns to liquid and I become slightly incontinent (usually on my way to the toilet).
While on the toilet, it's like I'm forced to push involuntarily, like my stomach muscles involuntarily start to contract and I have no control over what's happening. It can be painful and always makes me feel sick. Despite this, I still only pass tiny amounts and need to go again soon after.
I was on antibiotics for a while just because I went in and complained and they said my sphinctor looked a little inflamed so just gave me some. That gave me a good amount of relief, although I still had to strain often and had a really hard time passing output and had to take stool softener a few times a day and always before bed to clear myself out before going to sleep. But the spasms didn't happen very much on antibiotics. My doctor told me to stop taking the stool softener, but didn't give me a reason why nor an alternative.
I came off the antibiotics because I'd been on them for about 6 weeks and they told me if I stayed on them any longer, they wouldn't be able to treat pouchitis if I got that later.
It's been hell since being off them. I have to be on the toilet constantly, straining constantly and in pain. My anus is swollen and inflamed, any time I get up, I have to run to the toilet, meaning I can't go anywhere or do anything. I have this constant ache inside what would be my rectum I suppose, as well as at the base of my groin. I'm also CONSTANTLY full of gas since going off the antibiotics and have to run to the toilet every 2 minutes to empty out the gas, but there's always a tiny bit of output in there too, but I can't get it out unless I've taken stool softener, so again, I have to strain.
I have been checked for a stricture, but I don't have one now. I had one in the beginning and went in for a dilation, which they said worked and now it's gone.
I also have trouble peeing, especially now that I'm off the antibiotics. I have to do kegel exercises and stop and start to get it going.
I basically haven't been eating much because I'm afraid it'll get stuck, since I can barely get liquid output out as it is.
Every time I go back to the doctors and ask if maybe I should get some other tests done or maybe we should try pelvic floor exercises they say no, we have to wait a few weeks. They always talk me out of any theories I've had about what the problem could be. I even went in and was told that there was absolutely no problem and when I asked 'well, surely if the antibiotics helped, then there must be a problem there?', they said no. The next doctor at the next appointment said yes, that is a possibility.
I am really at the end of my tether here. I haven't been able to leave the house since my surgery 4 months ago, or really the couch or bed for fear of immediately having to run to the toilet, and the doctors here in Ireland are absolutely NO HELP whatsoever and just keep telling me to wait. FOR WHAT?
Thanks for reading and any help or advice would be much appreciated as I'm really lost with this.
Graeme