Hi Theresa, I know it may seem a little scary to get a check up but you've been through alot already so why not just go ahead and get checked. If the dr catches anything early enough, it would be better now to catch something than you waiting until there are no other options if something was seriously wrong. I want to be checked regularly myself so if I do develop anything, hopefully it can be caught/fixed before it'd be to late. Take care.

After you do this one time you will wonder why you hesitated. For me, the only discomfort during the exam is minor and brief. It is caused when my doctor inserts air inside me to get a better view. Best wishes.

theresa-
I would surely think that if you "demand" to your doctor that you want to be put under, then he will do that for you. Just be very clear in advance. You need to have scopes to catch anything in advance. The chances of them finding anything are probably pretty slim. So just go ahead, do it, and put it behind you!

I was the same way. Scope lasted about 3 minutes.