please help me figure out how to overcome this crappy panic feeling i find myself in just after surgery 2 of 3. i was fine after one and was so much sicker then so i dont get it. once part 3 is done were flying home from fla to ny pretty soon after so thats weighing on me but i know many travel for these surgeries and do what they gotta do. were in an apartment here in fla and i panic when we have to go inside. i wanna stay out all the time but need my rest and need to be inside where its cool. i grew up in a tough neighborhood and its not like me to not hold it together. what is this crushing feeling. hard to breath too which my docs said is normal with all the surgery/trama. wanna know im not alone and how you tough guys.girls manage this panicky fear. thanks