So the surgery didn't go quite as planned. It was supposed to take an hour and instead took 4 due to a very large amount of scar tissue they had to cut out. Nobody can prepare you for the physical or even mental/emotional change that comes along with the surgery. So far I have about 6 bms during the day and 4 small ones at night. I hope someday I will be able to sleep through the night. I am having a lot of rectal pain. Everyone warned me about "butt burn" which I have but I also have rectal pain and urgency like when i had UC. I know its not pouchitis because i don't have a fever or blood. Now for the emotional. I am having a hard time dealing with my "new" body. I am afraid to be too far from the bathroom and not keen on having visitors come over in case I have to run to the bathroom. Which the bms have been pretty noise with gas. Is anyone else having similar problems? My family, friends, and fiancè are trying to be so supportive but they don't have any clue what I am going through.
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