I try.
But that is what one of the problems I have had since the beginning.
It cycles over time when I can empty it.
And even then I cannot fully empty.
I have to push so hard most times and that is not right.
Sometimes it comes right out but seems like so much no way could my pouch hold that much and seems like it's coming out of the intestines also.
And sometimes when I do empty I can tell it fills right back up after I get up and move around then I have to go again and gain until there is no more.
You and others like you are kinda lucky you can empty at will and feel as though or know you have done so. I don't feel that. This is why I need to shut it down and go the other way. It's not and won't work right and it's not healthy for me to keep going this way.
I need to also gain weight and soon. I keep losing. I m going in the wrong direction. I can see it in the mirror.
I am way too skinny and it's been that way for almost two years. That is not healthy.
Richard.
