I am very sorry that you are suffering, I know that life is not fair. Unfortunately, I would have no idea what to do in this situation. The only thing I can offer is empathy and to let you know that I hear you and I see you. I am here for you as well. I am sorry the doctors are not listening, that is very selfish of them. Some people only have cognitive empathy instead of emotional empathy and its very sad. If you keep bothering the doctors, I think eventually they will hear you, if not- it might be best to find a new doctor. I have had to do that a lot in the past. You should not have to do that but unfortunately sometimes that is needed.