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A Little Frustrated / Helpless Feeling

I relocated this summer from west to east.  A new job and a new opportunity.  Separated for over three years, it's been official for just over one.  My 15 yo daughter has been living with me for over 3 years and my son is away at university.  My spouse has been abroad in her home country for over a year.

I have been taking Simponi injections for about 3 years, and I don't think it's doing much.  I have been on 360mg of codeine daily since 2001.  Without that, I don't want to think where I'd be.

At the best of times, I have 4-6 bowel movements a day.  For the past few weeks, that number has probably doubled, and sometimes more.  It seems everything runs through me at a much quicker pace.  I often can't eat a good breakfast and have my next bowel movment in mid afternoon like I often used to be able to do.  Now I am often going to the toilet 3-5 times through the night.  At the best of times it was usually only once a night.  I am suffering from the really loud bowel movements if that sounds familiar.  Uncomfortable, like a motor accelerating.  Unless I am at home where i alwaya use my bidet toilet, (which is rare during the day), I only sometimes use a hand-held bidet at work.  My ass goes on fire regularly these days.  More liquidy diarrhea than what's usual.  I often feel like I have to go, but can only output a small amount and it's loud and uncomfortable. Then a short time later I have to repeat this...  This is obviously inflammation, pouchitis, ot whatever you want to call it.  I only moved here 6 or 7 weeks ago bit I managed to secure an appointment with a GI's assistant in the nation's capital early next week.  The doctor is away right now so the assistant will see me to start the process of helping. I am not sure what to do because nothing has ever worked from a medication standpoint.  It doesn't seem to matter what I eat or drink, I have the same issues. 

I'm not writing this post for pity...  Just trying to figure out what to do.  It is definitely making my life difficult. 

To complicate things, just a week or so after our move, I started suffering from horrible acute lower back pain.  I was in total agony and suffering terribly.  I went to the ER and got a Toradol shot.  It seemed to help and settled down back to my usual chronic lower back pain that I have had for many many years.  Not sure if I injured myself or what caused the agony.  I think it was my sacroiliac joint...

I just can't seem to shake this non-stop diarrhea and horrible state i've been in.   Usually when things get worse it goes away on its own and goes back to the normal hell I deal with.  But for weeks it's been.way worse than that...

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